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Written by Joan Safajek
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Wednesday, 15 August 2007 |
Editor’s note: Every month GT features the work of a local poet. This month: Joan Safajek, a retired psychotherapist and former English teacher. Safajek’s poems have been published in several anthologies, and she is the recipient of the 2002 Mary Lonnberg Smith Award for Poetry.
On Our First Anniversary At Sphinx LakeWe walk for days up river and steep side canyons past the massive stone sphinx to reach an alpine meadow where we make love naked in the August sun among columbine and purple shooting stars that grow up out of the wet tundra. Looking down into my eyes you do not see the curve of glacial basin peaks above and all around us. Already I know you wish to leave the marriage. I don’t want to vanish into pleasure. I keep my eyes open wide, and when we cum together, with almost unbearable concentration, I look out into empty sky and place our joy in that blue granite silence forever.
Todo SantosI hang green bananas to ripen on the mango tree outside my tent, more than I can eat before skins blacken and split open, a feast for orioles, yellow and black, that come to feed at dusk, undisturbed by my presence, as if I too belong here with bats, nighthawks and sky on fire.
El TomatalOn the lonely beach at El Tomatal, so perfectly blended at first I barely see them, pelicans roost on grey rocks at low tide. Conch cones and the bright peach surprise of sun burnt mussel shells decorate the campsite dunes. All night a coyote dog guards our tent in exchange for a leftover fish burrito. Nothing wasted here, five hundred miles south of the border, near a lagoon where whales come to make love.
August HeatWearing an old white sombrero, José trowels kitchen counter concrete for my casita in Mexico. We speak simple Spanish. “When will you come to live here?” When I retire. [italk] Maybe next year. [ital] “Where do you live now” [ital] Santa Cruz, California. [ital] “Take me home with you.” Bold words, said with a grin big as his belly. In silence, other workers pretend not to listen. Teasing I tell him he wouldn’t like it, too many people and cars. “Mas tranquilo aqui.” I agree, it’s more peaceful here and wonder, looking into his eyes what it would be like to touch his brown, muscled back, his silver hair. I turn away and go to sit in the garden. Water drips from palm thatch being tied to roof rafters. Frigate birds soar in air pungent with the smell of rotting mangos. I pick up my graph paper and draw bathroom details, aware of José in the kitchen, the two of us like cats, crouched and careful not to look at each other in waves of blue August heat.
UnderworldI believe in the darkness of caves, trust in the terror of doves listening for the falcon’s call. I have journeyed to other worlds, have seen deer and wild horses in their blue light at the window smiling. Asleep I have been warmed by the moon. Stones speak. Turtles sing in the sea. Be still and listen. favorite (23) ~ quote ~ Views: 409
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